delam arum nadare, hamash dar tabo taabe, mese inke tush atish roshan kardan

nemidunam cheme, ye hese ajibe, hese kheili khubi nist, ye hese taze ke aslan dusesh nadaram kole vojudamo gerefte

delam mikhad daad bezanamo gerye konam, delam mikhad enghad ashk berizam ke az hal beram, enghad dust dashtam alan fereshtam kenaram budo saramo mizashtam ru shunasho hegh hegh gerye mikardam, dust dashtam alan pisham budo dastamo migerefto arum mishodam, ama nist, ama inja nist, chera? ey khoda chera nabayad mano un alan pishe ham bashim, ey khoda chera inruza ke enghad beham mohtajim maro inhame az ham dur negah dashti? khodaa mage gonahe ma chi bude?

khoda junam, to rahimio mehrabun, to ke karimio bakhshande, to ke ghaderi, to ke bandehato dus dari, toi ke eshgho afaridi, chera mikhay ma az ham dur bashim? chera nemizari khoshbakht beshim?

khoda junam, kheili delam pore azat, kheili delam gerefte, unghad delam gerefte ke age hata ye oghyanus gerye konam khub nemisham, inghad delam gerefte ke...

khoda ine rasme zendegi? ine rasmesh ke adamo aval ashegh mikonio badesh deltangio behesh hedye midio badesham tanhash mizari?

mitarsam, mitarsam khoda junam, kheiliam mitarsam, binahayat agaro ama tu delam daram, unghad agaro ama tu sofreye delam chidam ke dige jai namunde rush

age nashe chi? age az dastesh bedam chi? age age age age age age age....

khoda junam, to ke khodet behtaraz hata khodam miduni che khabare tu delam, to ke miduni dige be jai residam ke harkio mibinam dastesh tu daste yeki digas behesh hasudim mishe, to ke miduni shaba ba che hali mikhabam, to ke miduni hame inaro, hatman bayad dad bezanamo begam? akhe dadam mizanam, faryad mizanam, harshab inhame bahat harf mizanamo eltemaset mikonam, bazam mano nemibini?

chikar konam? to begu chikar konam ke manam adam hesab koni? begu mage man che gonahi kardam ke hata nemibinim? che kardam ke "ruy ayan nemikonad talaate aftabe man"?

khodai ke sezavare setayeshi, khodai ke mesdaghe adlo edalati, khodai ke sambole eshgho otufati, khodai ke namade bakhshsho refaati, ye nazariam be ma bendaz, shayad lotfe nazaret daste maro begire!